Moving forward

Right now, I have NO idea on what to do. My mind is just full of thoughts of where I'm going in life, and I really have no idea. Yet again, almost all of my Internet friends are too busy to talk. So, yet again, it seems that everybody is moving forward with their lives, while I'm still stuck where I am.

I...really wish something would go my way for once.

Yes, I know. Life is what you make of it. But, what if what you want just isn't going to happen? I can't even get a crappy job. I've tried for several, and yet, nothing. I've even tried for jobs I honestly don't think I'd like. I'm getting no where with that either.

What are you supposed to do when you can't really move forward in life because you're being blocked at every turn?

Currently, because I have no one to talk to, I'm watching X-Men Evolution episodes on YouTube. They're actually really enjoyable.

For anyone who is interested, here is a playlist of Season 1 of X-Men Evolution. I'll probably put up playlists of the other seasons when I get to them, but there's the first season for you.

I'm sure a lot of people have already watched the seasons of this show, but since I haven't watched TV for years, I missed out on it all. Haha. I only really discovered it when I was checking out videos of Nightcrawler, who is probably my favorite X-Men character.

Tomorrow, I need to call the Seaview B&B in town. Why? I applied for a job there, and the lady said she'd call me back and let me know what's happening, and wouldn't leave me hanging. I've have no call, and it's been a couple of weeks now I think. I need to find out what is happening. I'm pretty sure I didn't get the job though, and like everyone else, she's not bothered to let me know, and has just left me hanging. Yet again, I'm going to have to walk into town and search around for jobs.

I'm definitely not looking forward to tomorrow at all to be honest. Mom's boyfriend, Sean, is supposed to be returning. That sucks. Constant bitching is going to start again. :(