For the past few days, I've been finding chat on PalTalk a rather hostile place between friends. I don't know how it all started either. The main crux of the fight involves a female who uses the ID sassy_ruskie_girl. I've heard several times that she is spreading lies and rumours. I do not know how much of that is true, and it's hard to tell. Is she spreading all these rumours and lies, or is it someone pretending to be her? I've seen people pretending to be my friend Chloe by making very similar IDs to the one she is currently using, so there is a possibility that someone is pretending to be Sassy. The only knowledge I have of it all is just what I've been told.
I honestly wish all this fighting would end and everyone would be friends again. It hurts when you see two people who were good friends ending up no longer being friends just because of one person. My friends Chloe and Samie used to be really good friends. However, because Samie does not believe that Sassy would do all this stuff and believes that Tizzy is causing all the problems, they will no longer talk to each other. What is the point of all of this fighting? Why has everyone gone from being good friends to being archnemeses?
I'm honestly afraid of even posting my thoughts on the whole thing online because it makes me wonder how many friends I will lose. In the end, though, it'll show who my true friends are. They're the ones who aren't going to hate my guts for just posting my thoughts.
This is honestly the second time this year that I wish I could return to the past. The first time I wanted to was when I moved to Lostwithiel and lost my Internet connection for a week. Because of that, I lost most of my PalTalk room users because my room wasn't open that week. All the regulars decided to leave to make their own chatrooms. So instead of one room where everyone is talking together, there are seven or more.
The second time for wanting to return to the past is...well, it's stated in this blog entry. I wish I could go back to whenever and watch everything. I'd love to know who, in all honesty, started these fights. All I have to go by is rumours. I've yet to see any IDs I know who are actually starting the fights. I've seen copied IDs, like the ID faking that they're Chloe, but who knows who that is? I've been told it's Sassy, but I honestly haven't known Sassy long enough to tell. It may be Sassy, but it could be anyone trying to destroy friendships.
Why can't everyone drop the bullshit, stop fighting, and be friends like they used to be? Is there any point in all of the fighting!?