Panic

Things aren't looking too good for me currently.

Every month, usually around the 20th, I get about £200 deposited into my bank account. However, it hasn't been paid into my account this month. Why? Apparently, I was sent a renewal letter back in November 2012. I didn't get this though. So, I'm down to £90 in my account now. That'll last me about two weeks, maybe. It could only be for one week since I'll have to pay for the electricity and everything. I could be screwed for money within the next week, now that I think about it.

Hopefully, Richard and I can try to sort it out tomorrow. If we can't, then I have no idea what I'm going to do because I'll be out of money before too long.

I got rather fucking annoyed this morning because Bertha opened up a couple of pieces of mail that may have been about the DLA, but neither were. They were both about the ESA, which I've heard about several times. Once again, they were telling me they couldn't pay me that. It's old news now, and I have NO idea why they keep telling me repeatedly that they can't pay me it. It's pretty annoying. The worst thing about it is Bertha telling me that the ESA letters were my DLA. I kept telling him they had nothing to do with that, but he wouldn't listen. I hung up on him, and he called me back repeatedly. I was growling at the phone, saying, "OH FUCK OFF! I DON'T FUCKING CARE, OK? LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" just because he wouldn't quit calling me. I'm amazed he never got the message since I'd repeatedly hung up on him.

I'm hoping that tomorrow, we can fix this. I don't want to have to starve myself and all.

Gender Wars - What's the point?

After watching a Jenna Marbles video titled Some Idiot/How Sports Bras Work, I noticed this reply to another comment.

Lol. No. You sexist.

Women CREATED men.

Women FEED and CARE for men.

Men wouldn't be SHIT without women.

I apologize for you not having a girlfriend.

Try to imagine a world without women c:

You, sir, wouldn't be alive.

This comment was in reply to this comment.

ur an ignorant bitch  men rule the world bitch. any wemon presidents? no.

I felt the need to reply to both of these comments because I find BOTH comments to be fucking ignorant. My argument is that humans, or any other animal for that matter, cannot exist without both genders. If women were to die out, or men were to die out, the whole of whichever species would eventually die out. You can't exist without each other.

I seriously want to know why both genders are always trying to start a war with each other. Just face fucking facts! Without the opposite gender, we're all fucked. No one gender rules the world because, without each other, we'd end up extinct! Does no one use their fucking brains? I know there are sperm banks and such, so yeah, if men died out or something, you'd have those supplies to last for a while, but eventually, those supplies would die out, and the human race would be fucked.

So, will you all quit fucking fighting!? There's no point in going on a fucking power trip about which gender is better because, without each other, we'd all be fucked...honestly if there's something we could live without...it's these fucking idiots who think their gender is better than the other gender. We'd be a lot better off without that shit, honestly.

The Fight

I had to deal with another odd event on Tuesday night/Wednesday morning. This time, it was my neighbours fighting.

I honestly have no idea what the entire fight was about because I was trying to drown out the noise coming from their apartment with Jenna Marbles videos. The whole thing started at around about 11 pm. All I could hear was yelling, a woman crying, and items being thrown around the apartment. After about an hour, the male exited the apartment and was holding the front door shut so that the woman couldn't get to him. He then called out my name and asked me if I would call the police, which I did.

It wasn't long until the police arrived, and I had to run down the stairs to let them in. I told them the fight was happening upstairs, and they proceeded up the stairs. I followed after them, and that's when I noticed that the male had a bloody nose. It seems like the female had punched him in the face or something. I never saw the female, though, so I have no idea if she was injured. I couldn't go to bed because I had to stay awake in case the police wanted to ask me anything, and they asked me stuff twice. They just wanted to know what I'd heard and how I got involved.

What did I hear? There was just a lot of yelling, a woman crying, and things being thrown.

How did I get involved? Well, the male asked if I would call the cops - so I did.

There wasn't much else that I could say. I sure was exhausted by the end of it all and ended up not turning up to the youth project until about 10:45 am on Wednesday because I just wanted to sleep.