The End of an Era?

I've listed my last few posts as 14 weeks. However, it seems like this healing process is going to be much, MUCH longer than I was once told while I was still in the hospital. There's not a lot I can do about that, though.

One thing that's been on my mind several times since I left the hospital is the community organizer stuff, but more specifically, whether I'm even wanted there anymore. Why? I've tried contacting Richard via texts and phone calls but have never received any reply. I thought that he was possibly having problems with his phone. Since I don't have his work phone number since my old phone was ruined because I waded into the river with it while trying to drown myself, there's nothing else I can do. So, I tried to add his wife to my Facebook but have not received a reply. I then tried to message his work partner, Lin, on Facebook as well, but as you may have guessed, I never got any reply from that either. So now what? There's absolutely nothing I can do to contact him until I can walk properly again. The only other option is to walk up that steep hill and knock on his door. I don't know when I'll be at that point again.

Another thing that's been bugging me about the entire thing is that my website, which Richard was hosting, Endless Tales, has vanished off of the face of the Earth. Is that his way of literally telling me to fuck off? That I'm not worth the time anymore? I've no idea. Anyway, I guess it doesn't matter anymore. I'm lucky that I have more than one blog because if I were only updating the blog I had on that website, I would have lost everything I've ever written. It shows that it's always good to try to keep a backup of everything if you can.

A friend suggested that Richard may want to be rid of me because he's afraid that he may end up becoming a sort of carer for me, especially after the accident that left me in the state that I'm currently in. If that's the case, I can't say that I blame him for avoiding me. However, why couldn't he tell me via Facebook, text, or a phone call if that were the case? It wouldn't be as bad as simply just ignoring me completely. If you had a friend who was around when the accident happened, and they were afraid of possibly becoming a kind of carer for you, would you prefer to be avoided completely by that friend, or would you prefer that they just came out and told you? I'd like to be told. It's much nicer than being completely shrugged off like you're worthless.

14 Weeks: How Long Am I Really Here For?

I returned to Treliske today to have the stitches removed from my foot. It was a lot more painful than I was initially expecting. I was biting into a blanket the entire time that the nurse was removing them.

I couldn’t find out whether I had a neurology or psychology appointment on the 17th while I was there. However, I was told that Bodmin Hospital would have all the details in the paperwork sent from Treliske to Bodmin. So, I guess that means it’s definitely the neurology appointment. I need to contact my father now and let him know. Unfortunately, I cannot find his phone number. I think I may have left it in the shirt pocket of a pyjama shirt I was wearing yesterday. I’ll have to ask my mother for the number tomorrow when she comes to visit me in the hospital. I have to hope that she shows up now.

While at Treliske, I was told my next appointment concerning my broken ankle would be six weeks. Does this mean I have six more weeks of no pressure on my right foot and then six weeks of light pressure on the foot? Twelve more weeks of this stuff? Has my 14 weeks now turned into 16 weeks?

14 Weeks: Loss Of A Limb

Another new patient was brought into this ward last night, a guy named Andrew. Sadly, he’s missing his right foot. I decided to ask him about it today. He told me he’d stood on a nail and didn’t notice it for a while. Once he had noticed his foot had gone rather numb, he saw the nail. It was badly infected by that point. He ended up with no real choice but to have it amputated. Poor guy.

I’m currently growing more and more concerned that I’m going to be stuck in the hospital for a few more weeks. If so, how will I stop my friends Holly and Samie worrying about me? In this hospital, I have no access to the internet at all. There’s no way I can tell them I may not be online again until late December or early January (if I’m unlucky). Crap…

14 Weeks: A New Patient

Ward 4 gained a new patient today, an elderly guy named Eric. Having him around so far has been quite a laugh but rather sad, too. He’s been talking to cats that don’t exist, calling out for someone named Fay (and calling her a bitch).

Not too long ago, it sounded like he was asking one of the nurses to whip him. I had to stifle the need to burst out laughing at that remark. That was way too funny to me.

Spoke to a nurse today about the 15th and 17th of October. It turns out I’ll be going to Treliske on the 15th to have the stitches removed from my foot and will then be returning to Bodmin Hospital. On the 17th of October, I’ll return to Treliske for a neurology appointment. It was rather odd because when I first arrived at Bodmin Hospital, I was told it would be a psychology appointment. So which is it? The appointment I knew I would have with Doctor Stewart at 9:00, or a psychology appointment? I’ll have to find out on the 15th while I’m at Treliske. It could be both, for all I know.

14 Weeks: The Comical Screams

After being transferred to Bodmin Hospital late last night, I was placed in a bed near a guy named Norman. He had me laughing several times throughout the day due to his screams, which were weird gargling sounds, as well as purrs, squeaks, and growls. Several other people on the ward were also laughing. It was damn hard not to laugh. It was hard to tell if the guy was genuinely in pain or just making the weird sounds for the hell of it. He sure didn’t look like he was in pain, but you never know with some people.

He left for Treliske Hospital later in the day in the hopes of getting a pacemaker as his heart rate was dropping, getting lower and lower. Hopefully he’ll be ok.

14 Weeks: A Short Message

I messaged my friends Holly and Samie today. It seems they were both extremely worried about me as I had vanished for about two weeks. They're both clueless about the events that led to me ending up in the hospital currently. Due to the hospital's rubbish internet and touch screens, I couldn't explain much to them at all.

I wonder what they'll think of me once I finally return home and explain everything: my attempted suicide and all the delusional episodes I had.

14 Weeks: The Incident

Today turned out to be one of the worst days I’ve ever had in the 31 years I’ve lived. It all started at roughly 5:30. I was watching a repeat of a comedy quiz show on Dave Ja Vu. I was also sat in a chat room on Second Life. Some guy called me on Second Life and then hung up before I could refuse the call. In a panic, thinking he was a hacker about to steal everything from me, I disconnected from everything online and shut off my PC. This was when the TV show started getting weird in my mind. There was all this talk about Earth II and how the world was about to end, something that didn’t happen when I watched the same episode about 2-3 hours earlier on Dave.
My heart was racing, and the TV channel shut off. I race outside, and a car slides to a halt. I ask the guy “What do we do now?” He has no idea.

With people now avoiding me, I head to the river and attempt to drown myself. Seconds later, I wade out of the river, realising I’m being an idiot and head home for a shower. I guess putting my head under the water temporarily snapped me out of the delusional moment I was having. I finished showering, and I found myself panicking once again. I call on my neighbour, who doesn’t answer the door because she just got out of a shower herself.

Moments later, I’m out on the street again in fresh clothes. Egyptians worshipping cats is now crossing my mind. Why? I have no idea. On a random road, a cat glares evilly at me (or at least that’s how my mind interprets it all). I panic again and knock on the nearest door. An elderly lady answers, and I ask if I can come in. Unsurprisingly, she refuses as she doesn’t know who I am. I can’t blame her for that. I look back at the cat, who is still watching me with that evil glare it had before. I sighed and lay myself down behind a car, thinking that the cat was going to come over and claw me to death. Nothing happens. It’s all in my mind.

At this point, I’m utterly terrified that the world is about to end. I force open a wooden gate I come across and enter someone’s garden. I climb onto a wall in the garden and jump what I thought was about a two-story drop, hoping that the fall would kill me before the world ended. Luckily for myself (and my friends), I survived the fall but am in extreme pain due to my right ankle being broken and at a 90-degree angle. Ouch. “Why the hell did I just do that?” I think to myself as I lay there in great pain, alone and unsure of where exactly I am.

It’s a while before I notice someone walking their dog. I yell out to him for help; luckily, he hears my calls. He introduced himself to me as Mike and called for help himself. He attempts to keep me calm and relaxed by chatting with me. I don’t recall what we talked about, though. Richard turns up after a little while. I was glad to see him. I think I may have insulted him, though.

In an ambulance heading to Treliske Hospital in Truro, I am given laughing gas, which causes me to tell lame jokes. One joke I remember making was, “Knock, knock.” “Who’s there?” “Bob.” “Bob who?” “Bob Bob.” We all laughed, although the joke wasn’t that funny at all. I also ended up calling Richard “Frankenstein” when he asked if I recognised him.

Another crazy episode I had during the day happened when I was in Treliske Hospital. I swear that one of the nurses was my best friend of 15 years - Holly. I kept calling out to her, begging her to help me, kiss me, hold me close. Doctors were pinning me down to stop me from grabbing hold of this one nurse who I thought was Holly.

I’m hoping that I didn’t hurt or offend anyone in all of these delusional episodes.

Coach Crash

I logged on to Facebook just after 14:00 to see that an old friend had posted about a coach crash just outside of Looe, where I used to live. According to the first report, there was one confirmed death, nine seriously injured, and a whole bunch with minor injuries. The nine were flown to Derriford Hospital in Plymouth.

The report stated that the brakes on the coach had failed on a steep hill and that the bus had flipped onto its side. Which side? I have no idea currently. The image I put into my mind is that it was going at quite some speed, and when it flipped onto its side, it probably slid for a few metres before coming to a complete stop.

A second report on this crash says that there has been a second confirmed death. This one happened as soon as they arrived at the hospital. According to the second report, only eight were flown to the hospital. That confused me. Are they saying that the first report was incorrect? Are they saying that the nine is now eight because one of them died? This needs to be confirmed a little better. I'm hoping that the other eight at the hospital will survive. I don't want to read that there's been a third death.

All of the passengers on the bus were old-aged pensioners, all 60+ years of age, which is a little worrying because it could add to the deaths due to their age. The shock alone may kill more, but I hope not.

A 69-year-old in the area where the crash happened said that it'd been the first time she'd ever seen an accident happen on that road, and she's been living there since she was a teen. It's just typical, isn't it? There have been no accidents for decades; the first one it sees is a severe crash. I'm guessing that I don't know any of the people who were on that coach, but even if I don't, it doesn't make it any less depressing. If I do happen to know someone on that coach, it'll be even more depressing, especially if the ones I know are the two deceased.

Please, don't let there be any more deaths from this crash.

I'll update you later if anything else happens.

Water bulls

I'm getting fucking tired of the water bills that I've been receiving lately. The first time I got a water bill for this apartment, I received a bill for like £650ish. Seriously? £650ish!? I live alone. How is that even a remotely fair bill? So, I showed my landlady the bill, and she said she'd sort it out for me. They told her they'd reduce it to about £250 since I'm just one person.

The next bill comes and...oh my God. £1,650ish!? You've got to be fucking kidding me! They were asking me to pay about £1,200ish of that by April. What the fuck. No way! I showed this NEW letter to my landlady, who also thinks this bill is fucking ridiculous. She said she'd call them and sort it out again. They apologised to her and said it was a mistake, that the two departments weren't communicating with each other. The new £250ish bill will arrive soon.

Now, I have the third bill (or should I say bull). The amount? £575. Are you fucking kidding me? It's not even for an entire year, either. They're charging me £575 from the 5th November 2013 - 1st April 2014. That's not even six months. Close, but not exactly. If it's £575 for six fucking months, then they're going to be charging me over £1,000 for a year! What the fuck...

To show you have fucking ridiculous this really is, I had a conversation with my father not too long ago about these bills. He told me that he only has to pay £13.50 a month. That's £162 per year. He lives alone in a two-story house. I'm sure he uses a hell of a lot more water than I do, so why am I being charged so fucking much? Even £250ish is more than what he pays annually, but ok. That kind of price I could deal with for a year. £1,000+ is NOT FUCKING FAIR! They need to take these fucking bills and shove them right up their asses. There's no way in hell I'm going to pay that fucking much for water. I'm not a fucking rich person, which they seem to think I am.

What I'd love to know is...how many others living alone in an apartment in the UK have to pay a fucking idiotic amount of cash for water? Am I alone in being charged an idiotic amount?

Broken bones and chatroom drama

It's been a while since I've updated my blog, so it's about time that I do so. Besides, I have a few things I need to get off my chest right now, which is a good reason I should update it now. The question is, where do I begin?

I guess we can begin with the 23rd of December, 2013. On the 23rd of December last year, I ended up having another seizure, only this time it was NOT a good thing. I began feeling a little dizzy and needed to use the bathroom. So, I decided to head down the stairs to the bathroom. That was when everything went blank. I heard metal being bashed together as I started to come around. It was the clothes drying rack that I had at the bottom of the stairs in this apartment. One-third of it was completely bent out of shape. It would appear that I fell on this thing when I collapsed during the seizure. Not too long after, I felt a great pain in my shoulder, so I climbed into the shower, thinking some water spraying down on it would make it feel better. It didn't. I then felt my shoulder, and ouch. Extreme pain. I called my mom and asked her to call an ambulance for me (I don't know why I didn't just call one for myself, but I can do nothing about that now.) I got a call from the hospital not too much later asking me about my shoulder. They wanted me to see if it was bleeding. I couldn't look down at it or even touch it without a huge amount of pain. I ended up screaming down the phone that I was in extreme pain and couldn't tell.

Once I arrived at the hospital, I found out that I'd broken my collarbone. I'm not 100% sure what happened then. I'm sure I got to return home and didn't have to stay in the hospital. I did have to wear a sling. I looked up the healing time online and saw that it took about 6-8 weeks for it to feel better for an adult. Oddly enough, for me, though, it only took about 4. After that, I could pretty much use my arm again. Could lift heavy items and all again. The bone still appears to be broken into three parts, though. I saw that fairly recently on an updated X-ray.

I've got to go to the hospital yet again on the 19th of February for another x-ray to see how well it's healing. I'm sure it'll still show that it's in 3 pieces. My question is: if it's still broken into three parts and not looking any better, what will they do? Are they going to end up doing surgery on it, or are they once again going to tell me that they'll let it heal on its own?

Anyway, now we move on to the drama happening on Paltalk lately.

The following bits of conversation were given to me via friends.

Baby_Bull_Shark: Tidan_Likida: Typing sequence of?
Tidan_Likida: Ah.
Tidan_Likida: Can barely hear anything now. Odd typing sequence though.
Tidan_Likida: Well, who knows. Chloe left to spend time with her girl, and oddly, Sabrina disappeared at around the same time. I think this chloe,Sabrina,tim person are all the same people. Even Ashley is suspicious, they could all be the same person.
Tidan_Likida: No.
Tidan_Likida: True.
Tidan_Likida: Yeah. Could be. Who knows.
Ashley-18: like fuck were all same
Baby_Bull_Shark: i thought i could trust tidan
Ashley-18: one sec going in there not been treated like this
Baby_Bull_Shark: hey is this to loud in the room?

This was complete bullshit. I'll admit that I did say quite a bit of it. Still, the line "I think this chloe,Sabrina,tim person are all the same people. Even Ashley is suspicious, they could all be the same person." is complete and utter bullshit. After receiving that from Ashley, I IMed Sabrina and told her that she was full of fucking bullshit. I then removed her as a friend. She's told lies about my friend Samie to Ashley. I said to her that Samie had IMed her calling Ashley a slut and some other bullshit that I cannot remember now. Samie never said anything like that. Besides, Sabrina blocked Samie from IMing her, so there is no way that Samie could have said anything like that to Sabrina in an IM.

I thought the bullshit about Samie would be the end of it, but no. Now I'm being dragged into the bullshit in an attempt to get Ashley to hate Samie and me, and I get Ashley to stop coming into my chatroom.

However, it continues.

Baby_Bull_Shark: u really want to know whats going on
Baby_Bull_Shark: then hang out with me and chloe and my friend in chat
Ashley-18: okay im good listener hun
Baby_Bull_Shark: and we will tell the entire crap thats happened within the passed year
Ashley-18: soo this drama has been going on for years
Baby_Bull_Shark: its always the same it always the same sammie starts shit, someone puts DOUBT int idans head, then tidan will say shit. then deny what he said earlier. this has happened more than i can count
Baby_Bull_Shark: rinse and repeat
Baby_Bull_Shark: thats eactly what happens
Baby_Bull_Shark: EVERYTIME
Baby_Bull_Shark: so to dumb it down.. sammie creates drama or stupidness, then someone will put doubt in tidans head about people, then tidan will say stuff cause hes confused. then instead of talking to people he just blocks them or banns them so they never get to justify themselves. then when confronted with facts and time stamps and witnesses hes denies it
Baby_Bull_Shark: my friend would never lie to me
Baby_Bull_Shark: ive known him for 12 years
Ashley-18: which friend
Ashley-18: like lost here hun
Baby_Bull_Shark: his name is luke
Baby_Bull_Shark: you never met him
Ashley-18: okay soo hes on paltalk
Baby_Bull_Shark: he was the one in tidans room today for me, i aske dhim to go inthere
Baby_Bull_Shark: hes the one that told me that kenny was on mic talking shit about us
Baby_Bull_Shark: and tidan was agreeing

I know I've upset Sabrina now, but I don't care anyway. I think my upsetting her has led her into making a fake ID to make people hate me. I received the following from my friend Kenny.

Tidan-Likida: trying to think who else could help us
Tidan-Likida: we should be careful around ash, she is still friends with that sabrina person
Tidan-Likida: she could be reporting back to sabrina

Once again, I think she's attempting to make sure that Ashley will hate me and make sure she never returns to my room. Why? I'm never going to understand any of this bullshit. I don't understand why this person would try to pass themselves off as me. Samie's been a pain in the ass to them a lot herself, but there's never been an almost duplicate version of her ID. I wonder why.

I will leave this as it is for now. There may be more to come soon enough.

Hurricane Chloe

Alert: No cams allowed. Be warned - if your cam is on, then you will be red dotted.
Enjoy your stay here.
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Tidan_Likida: Ahoy
samariah_Estabella: safe to come in or is a hurricane gonna happen again
Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella: hurricane chloe
Tidan_Likida: Fine for now.
samariah_Estabella: good
Tidan_Likida: It's later we probably have to worry about.
samariah_Estabella: mmhmm
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Tidan_Likida: This is the calm before the storm, as they say. lol
samariah_Estabella: lol
samariah_Estabella: mmhmm
Tidan_Likida:
Tidan_Likida: Uh oh.
samariah_Estabella: what
samariah_Estabella: im a scared
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Love is the drug: hi
Tidan_Likida: Ahoy
Love is the drug: I play guitar any chance I could sing a sing on mic
Tidan_Likida: If ya want.
samariah_Estabella: lol u say u play guitar are u any good lol
Love is the drug: thanks trying to get use to playing to people
Love is the drug: im ok
samariah_Estabella: k
Love is the drug: thanks
Tidan_Likida:
samariah_Estabella: not bad not bad
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I GRAMATICA I: hi all
Tidan_Likida: Ahoy
samariah_Estabella: boobies
Tidan_Likida: Where?
samariah_Estabella: idk looked in my shirt didnt see any
Tidan_Likida: Aww.
I GRAMATICA I: lol
I GRAMATICA I:
I GRAMATICA I: Tissues help
samariah_Estabella: mmhmm
samariah_Estabella: lol mmhmm
I GRAMATICA I: try to keep them even though
samariah_Estabella: if theya re to even people will know somethings up
samariah_Estabella: lol
I GRAMATICA I: thats also true but theymight think you just keep them firm an in good shape
Tidan_Likida: People will also know something is up if they're friends with you.
Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella: lol exactly tidan one day have small boobs next day have big boobies lol
Tidan_Likida: Look at you and think "Since when did you have boobs?"
Tidan_Likida: lol
I GRAMATICA I: thats for sure because there will come a time you might gt got stealing tissues
samariah_Estabella: but all seriousness  only way a girl can have even boobs is to have breast implants
I GRAMATICA I: true
I GRAMATICA I: question ?
I GRAMATICA I: How do I chnge my profile ?
samariah_Estabella: go into ur profile and change it
I GRAMATICA I: oh oh there we go i got it
samariah_Estabella: mmhmm
samariah_Estabella: good job
I GRAMATICA I: lol thank you
Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella:
I GRAMATICA I: new to this
samariah_Estabella: its all good
samariah_Estabella: its mad cold
samariah_Estabella: im all like that burrrrr
I GRAMATICA I: where you from ?
samariah_Estabella: us sadly
Tidan_Likida: lol
I GRAMATICA I: i hear ya ! Us here also
samariah_Estabella: biggest terrorist country in the world
I GRAMATICA I: true lol
I GRAMATICA I: another school shooting in new mexico
samariah_Estabella: mmhmm us bombs countries every day its only terrorism when it happens in ur own country
I GRAMATICA I: vry sad
I GRAMATICA I: well im gonna play some facebook poker
samariah_Estabella: us gets bombed kills hundreds of people its terrorist us bombs other countries killing thousands of innocent people its called fighting for our freedom
Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella: seriously
I GRAMATICA I: indeed
Tidan_Likida: And ironically...you never see it called terrorism anywhere.
samariah_Estabella: only when it happens in us
Tidan_Likida: Ya see news and everything, and if the US bombs somewhere, it's never called an act of terrorism by any news thing anywhere.
Tidan_Likida: But if it happens to the US...it's suddenly IS terrorism
I GRAMATICA I: Talk abappy things
I GRAMATICA I: about
Tidan_Likida: We are talking about things.
samariah_Estabella: whats abappy things
Tidan_Likida: http://www.dumpaday.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/funny-2610.jpg lol
I GRAMATICA I: IS it wierd if I can make the letter P with my dick ?
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samariah_Estabella: nope i can do it to
Tidan_Likida: Everyone can.
samariah_Estabella: i can make the letter Q
I GRAMATICA I: awesome   good news
samariah_Estabella: mmhmm
Tidan_Likida: I hate to q before I p...it sucks.
samariah_Estabella: i can make the letter Q but can also take a wicked P
Love is the drug: what happened to chloe last night
I GRAMATICA I: Tidan you cant make no letter buddy chill out your white
samariah_Estabella: chloe went crazy
Love is the drug: y
samariah_Estabella: tidans white no way
samariah_Estabella: idk we are still trying to figure that out its all a mystery
I GRAMATICA I: Samariah can cus she foriegn
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samariah_Estabella: mmhm technically i is foriegn
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I GRAMATICA I: It sucks going so much rubber bands
samariah_Estabella: choe prolly asked drug to come in here
Tidan_Likida: Well, technically I'm foreign too since I don't live in the US.
samariah_Estabella: rubber bands make horrible music
I GRAMATICA I: after that I will see you guys later lol
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Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella: mmhmm tha tis true
samariah_Estabella: any copuntry thats not us is foriegn
Tidan_Likida: Me saying that made him leave?
samariah_Estabella: said female in its profile idk lol
Tidan_Likida: I thought it was a guy with that ID.
samariah_Estabella: but yes uk is a terrible country lol
Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella: lol idk cant eb to sure
samariah_Estabella: teacher kays a dude pregnant kate
samariah_Estabella: lol
samariah_Estabella: cant be to sure these days
Tidan_Likida: I didn't even say where I was from.
samariah_Estabella: ah lol thought it says cuz i like in uk my bad
samariah_Estabella: lol
Tidan_Likida: But if ya go from any country to another country, aren't you a foreigner to that country? lol
samariah_Estabella: pretty much
samariah_Estabella: i wondfer if a chinese guy can tell the difference between chinese and japanese
samariah_Estabella: should make a tv show spot the japanese guy in the middle of chinese people
Tidan_Likida: lol
Tidan_Likida: You'd have to make sure all the asians spoke both languages.
samariah_Estabella: wonder if like u acted like a chinese girl to another chinese guy online and us ent pics of 2 different chinese girls acted like theyw ere the same people wonder if chinese people would believe it should totally test that out
Tidan_Likida: Else if ya knew one or the other, you'd easily find the Jap/Chinese
Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella: dont make them talk
Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella: i member on yahoo this guy sent me pics telling me they were him and the prob with that was one guy was white other indian saying both wwere him
samariah_Estabella: lol
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Tidan_Likida: He has mutant powers and can transform.
samariah_Estabella: mystique or morph
Tidan_Likida: That would be a fun power to have though. If ya trying to avoid someone in public and just morph into someone else. lol
samariah_Estabella: mmjhmm
samariah_Estabella: i9 could ruin someones life liekt hat
samariah_Estabella: lol
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samariah_Estabella:
Tidan_Likida: lol
Tidan_Likida: Ruin Bertha's life with that.
Tidan_Likida: Now THAT would be fun!
samariah_Estabella: mmhmm
Tidan_Likida: lol
Tidan_Likida: So, what game did ya go play last night?
samariah_Estabella: re again lol
Tidan_Likida: lol
Tidan_Likida: I wanna play TR again...
samariah_Estabella: trying to level up but abyss mode is hard as fuck
Tidan_Likida:
Tidan_Likida: Well, looks like Chloe is gonna hate us all.
Tidan_Likida: I don't think she'll come in the room/
samariah_Estabella: prolly in tizzys
Tidan_Likida: "Chloe_603 is Away (Idle) - .. lil upset so done wth friends who are jealous n talk to bitches like mandi n tizzy   x "
Tidan_Likida: Her status message.
Tidan_Likida: Not been talking to her. Just saw that status message.
samariah_Estabella: lol wow
Tidan_Likida: So, I think she's throwing at least 3 friendships away now. You, me, and possibly Sabrina.
Tidan_Likida: Any idea if Sabrina likes Mandi?
samariah_Estabella: not sure i dont think she mindas mandi but not sure
Tidan_Likida: Will have to ask her.
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Tidan_Likida: What I'd like to know is...why are we jealous?
samariah_Estabella: mhmm if sabrinas ever on
catvalentine3: hi
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Tidan_Likida: Ahoy.
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samariah_Estabella: mite start playing vindictis aain
Tidan_Likida: What's that? lol
samariah_Estabella: an rpg
samariah_Estabella: free mmorpg game
Tidan_Likida: Ah, ok.
samariah_Estabella: have a game coming out  no more room in hell
samariah_Estabella: http://vindictus.nexon.net/hurk
samariah_Estabella: tha tone lol
samariah_Estabella: http://vindictus.nexon.net/
Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella: hurk is apparently a new charector the fuck lol havent played in a while since they reliece the bow dude
Tidan_Likida: Hurk looks like he was trying to replicate the Buster Sword.
samariah_Estabella: this game u craft all ur iems or u buy it from other playwers
samariah_Estabella: mmhmm
Tidan_Likida:
samariah_Estabella: gae worls with a controller mmhmm
Tidan_Likida: Huh?
samariah_Estabella: m ite nee dto play it again if i remember my password
samariah_Estabella: the game works with a controller
Tidan_Likida: Ah.
Tidan_Likida: I thought ya were saying "Game world with a controller" which made me think "WTF does that mean?"
Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella: lol
Tidan_Likida:
samariah_Estabella:
samariah_Estabella: mite play a game
Tidan_Likida: I figured ya might.
Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella: last tiem i played vindictus was when they released the bow dude now huk
samariah_Estabella: hurk
Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella:
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Tidan_Likida: I really hope this arm heals soon. I hate how sore it gets...
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chloe_6o3: hi
samariah_Estabella: do u need surgery on it
Tidan_Likida: No idea
Tidan_Likida: Will soon find out.
samariah_Estabella: mmhnmm game time
samariah_Estabella: wish me luck
Tidan_Likida: So, who are you? A spy for Chloe?
Tidan_Likida: Good luck.
chloe_6o3: whats it to you
Tidan_Likida: I'm just wondering.
samariah_Estabella: lol if its chloe it is a bad attempt at hiding herself
samariah_Estabella:
Tidan_Likida: Yeah.
chloe_6o3: you were out of order last nigh
Tidan_Likida: How?
samariah_Estabella: blol she will eb like oh how did they know theres a spy telling them my new sn
samariah_Estabella: lol
samariah_Estabella: game time
chloe_6o3: wait till tizzy heres this
Tidan_Likida: Oh geez.
chloe_6o3: your fuckin selfish
Tidan_Likida: So you're reporting to Tizzy on behalf of Chloe?
chloe_6o3: chloe just wants to be friends again
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Tidan_Likida: And we're not fucking stopping her.
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Tidan_Likida: The only one stopping her being friends is herself.
chloe_6o3: then why are you treating her like shit
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Tidan_Likida: We weren't! We just said we weren't gonna hate Mandi without any proof that Mandi did anything wrong.
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Tidan_Likida: Since she can't prove Mandi did anything, why should we stop being friends with Mandi?
chloe_6o3: mandi has nothing to do with it. look do you like chloe
Tidan_Likida: Yes. I like Chloe. Samie does too.
chloe_6o3: do you want to know what mandi was saying behind your back???
Tidan_Likida: I doubt she said anything.
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chloe_6o3: ok well thats not what I heard
Tidan_Likida: Besides, it's nothing to do with me. Chloe claimed Mandi told Tizzy her new ID.
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Tidan_Likida: If Mandi spoke about me behind my back, I couldn't give a fuck.
chloe_6o3: fair enough but a person cannot be to careful in their choice of enemys
chloe_6o3: nobody told anyone's id
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Tidan_Likida: Well, that's exactly why we were being told to hate Mandi...cuz Mandi apparently told Tizzy about Chloe's new ID, which your ID is copying.
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Tidan_Likida: If Mandi never said anything, why should we hate her?
chloe_6o3: you should hate her because she was talking about you behind your back. and yous are going mad at chloe when she knows what mandi is like
Tidan_Likida: I couldn't care if Mandi's talking about me behind my back. Chloe will claim she did, and Mandi will claim she didn't. It's one person's word against anothers. I'm not gonna hate either for the claims.
chloe_6o3: look u need to get chloe back in here now and straighten this hole mess out
Tidan_Likida: Who's stopping her?
Tidan_Likida: I haven't told Chloe she can't come here.
Tidan_Likida: I haven't banned her.
Tidan_Likida: Nothing is stopping her entering.
Tidan_Likida: If she wants to come in, she's welcome to. I'm not stopping her.
chloe_6o3: she said to me you picked on here last night
Tidan_Likida: How?
chloe_6o3: come on tidan you know how
chloe_6o3: lets get real
Tidan_Likida: No I don't actually.
chloe_6o3: anything to say for yourself sam
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Tidan_Likida: Samie's away playing a game.
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chloe_6o3: mandi is out of order her and tizzy are always making sly comments at chloe
Tidan_Likida: But where's the proof? This is what Samie and I were asking last night. Chloe says she has proof that Tizzy is a bitch, and I already knew Tizzy was a bitch.
Tidan_Likida: But she doesn't have any proof that Mandi did anything wrong.
Tidan_Likida: She said that herself.
chloe_6o3: the proof is there I fucking know what tizzy and mandi were saying about me and chloe and saying shit about you beileve me caught the sly bitch PROOF
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Tidan_Likida: Whatever. Last night she said she had no proof against Mandi. If she's magically got proof in the last few hours, then I'd reckon it's something she made up.
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Tidan_Likida: Cuz anyone could make something up in something like Notepad++ in a few hours and then claim they magically have proof.
chloe_6o3: shes upset you need talk it out mandi did tell tizzy chloe i.d I caught her
Tidan_Likida: She had nothing against Mandi a few hours back, and having something suddenly now would sound to me like she's made it up.
chloe_6o3: and why did I catch mandi telling tizzy that chloe was on drugs
Tidan_Likida: I dunno. I'm doubting it though.
samariah_Estabella: she prolly is on drugs
chloe_6o3: what are u going to do about this hole situation
samariah_Estabella: prolly fill in the hole
Tidan_Likida: It's easy. Tell Chloe to drop that shit about Mandi. Mandi's a friend to Samie and I.
chloe_6o3: shes not on drugs ive known her a long time shes never done drugs
Tidan_Likida: She can hate on Tizzy all she wants. I don't give a fuck about Tizzy.
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chloe_6o3: mandi is a back stabbing two faced whore
samariah_Estabella: to her everythigns baout tizzy shes obsessed with tizzy
Tidan_Likida: Nothing we were trying to talk to her about was anything to do with Tizzy.
samariah_Estabella: she keeps saying shes over tizxzy but5 tizzy is all she talks asbout
Tidan_Likida: We just asked why we should hate Mandi.
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Tidan_Likida: She had no proof against Mandi.
chloe_6o3: if you could of seen what I seen said about you and sam by mandi fucks sake I cant beileve u dont beileve me
chloe_6o3: it was vicious
Tidan_Likida: Well, Samie and I don't care what Mandi said about us.
Tidan_Likida: We weren't asking why we should hate her for shit about us.
Tidan_Likida: If she said anything about us, fine. Who cares?
Tidan_Likida: I don't.
samariah_Estabella: how long is this even gonna go on its not about tizzy and u people are avoiding the question about mandi
samariah_Estabella: thats the point fuck tizzy in her fat ass we dont give a shit about tizzy but u people dont realise that
samariah_Estabella: its all about tizzy because u people are so obsessed with ehr to the point its pathetic
chloe_6o3: deep down u do come on think about it chloe sees it I see it mandi is a wolf is sheeps clothing
chloe_6o3: she doesnt like yous
Tidan_Likida: No. Deep down, I don't give a fuck.
Tidan_Likida: And I'm serious.
Tidan_Likida: I don't care if Mandi is talking about me behind my back.
Tidan_Likida: Do you care if she is, Samie?
samariah_Estabella: not really
samariah_Estabella: she hasnt even talked about chloe behind her back to me
samariah_Estabella: she was saying ncie thignsa about chloe last night but eh
Tidan_Likida: See. It's not about Mandi and I, or Mandi and Samie. The whole thing is about Mandi and Chloe.
Tidan_Likida: We don't give a shit if Mandi is badmouthing us.
chloe_6o3: well if thats wat friends are suppose to do talk behind each others back then who needs enemies
chloe_6o3: friends yeah ok whatever
Tidan_Likida: God...
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samariah_Estabella: lol see how this person seems to be doign waht chloe did last night
samariah_Estabella: lol]
chloe_6o3: chloe is looking out for yous shes to proud to say it
samariah_Estabella: twistign what we saya nd completely ignore it
samariah_Estabella: lol
samariah_Estabella: twisting
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Tidan_Likida: Ahoy Mandi
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chloe_6o3: any jim carey
sexygirl420_: hey tidan, how are ya?
samariah_Estabella: yo mandi
Tidan_Likida: I'm fine. You?
sexygirl420_: samie hugss
chloe_6o3: how are you sexygirl
samariah_Estabella: lol tidan tidan tidan
sexygirl420_: a lil sick but ok
Tidan_Likida: ?
samariah_Estabella: weird how ur bad mouthing mandi and when she comes in ehre ur acting all nice
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samariah_Estabella: weird
chloe_6o3: whos bad mouthing mandi
samariah_Estabella: um u were jsut badmouthing ehr
Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella: wow lol
chloe_6o3: no I wasn't
samariah_Estabella: ya u kinda was
chloe_6o3: hahaha what are you talking about sammie sweet heart
Tidan_Likida: So, saying she's badmouthing us behind our backs...saying Mandi is telling Tizzy that Chloe's on drugs and all isn't badmouthing her?
chloe_6o3: how? we were talking about jim carey before she came in
chloe_6o3: haha
Tidan_Likida: Geez...
chloe_6o3: are u being crazy again trying to be funny
chloe_6o3: good one sammie
chloe_6o3: any plans the weekend sexy
chloe_6o3: its gone quite in here
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Tidan_Likida: Yup
samariah_Estabella:  chloe_6o3: if you could of seen what I seen said about you and sam by mandi fucks sake I cant beileve u dont beileve me
samariah_Estabella: ya not talking bad about mandi at all
chloe_6o3: are we going to play that jim carey or what
chloe_6o3: your such a lier omg why would u make shit up
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chloe_6o3: lier
samariah_Estabella: chloe_6o3: deep down u do come on think about it chloe sees it I see it mandi is a wolf is sheeps clothing
chloe_6o3: you wrote that sly
chloe_6o3: really sly
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samariah_Estabella: wow ur an idiot
chloe_6o3: really sly sammie cant believe u could make that up
samariah_Estabella: Tidan_Likida: I don't. samariah_Estabella: how long is this even gonna go on its not about tizzy and u people are avoiding the question about mandi samariah_Estabella: thats the point fuck tizzy in her fat ass we dont give a shit about tizzy but u people dont realise that  samariah_Estabella: its all about tizzy because u people are so obsessed with ehr to the point its pathetic chloe_6o3: deep down u do come on think about it chloe sees it I see it mandi is a wolf is sheeps clothing  chloe_6o3: she doesnt like yous Tidan_Likida: No. Deep down, I don't give a fuck.
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Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella: ya not in the mood thats goign to far
Tidan_Likida: Yeah.
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samariah_Estabella: i made tha tup ya ok
samariah_Estabella: dumb bitch
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Tidan_Likida: wb Mandi
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samariah_Estabella: lol she elft again
Tidan_Likida: Yeah
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Tidan_Likida: Sit still Mandi
sexygirl420_: lol sorry
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Tidan_Likida: lol
samariah_Estabella: lol what a dumb bitch
samariah_Estabella: ojh i didnt say tha tur writing it