The answer

Well, I got the answer I was expecting. It was no. I could see that coming from a mile away. Ah well, it was worth a try. The reason she said no was because she was going back home, and there would be no way that we could keep in touch because she isn't allowed on her computer at home. I thought it was kind of stupid, but then I can't do nothing about it, can I?

The end of 2001

Only a few hours are left of 2001. Hopefully 2002 will be a much better year. No more tragedies like the 11th September again I hope! It will definitely be much better without anything like that happening again.

Anyway, it sounds like people are getting ready to party as soon as 2002 hits at midnight. I can hear music coming from houses near by. I obviously will not be partying since I don't have a single friend in this town. My friends are here on the net...most from America, too far away to go out and party with. Ah well...at least I won't be the most tired person in the morning. Hehe.

But for now, I'm heading back to Yahoo! chat since I should be getting back an answer to a question I asked someone soon.

Happy New Year to you all if I don't sign in again. Enjoy yourselves!

I'm sooooooo bored

It's 22:53 now, and I'm sooooooo damn bored. I don't even feel a little tired yet. Weird for me, since I am usually always tired by now. Oh well. I'll try to fall asleep in a minute anyway. But knowing my luck...I won't fall asleep till 3:00...like usual...then I'll get yelled at for waking up late...as usual. hehe.

I started playing Resident Evil 3 again today...and the story seems to have changed from last time I played...guess that's what makes the game fun to play. You never know what is going to happen. Sometimes I think I really need to get a better life...but that's kind of hard to do in this town. Maybe if I moved back to the city, my life wouldn't be this boring. But then, if I did...my girlfriend would probably dump me...because she likes the beach...and this town has 3 or 4 beaches around it.

Right, I'm off now.

Good night all of you.

It's sunny...but there's nothing to do.

As you can guess, the weather here is sunny...although it isn't that warm at all. All I've been doing all day is messing around with my video camera. Some of the things you can do with it are funny. I was messing around with a friend by putting the camera into "mirror" mode...so we could make silly faces which made us look like characters out of a cartoon.

Haven't played crazy golf or snooker today. Mainly because there are snooker competitions at the place where I usually play snooker...and the crazy golf course is probably water logged again like yesterday.

Hopes have fallen

Well...loads of my hopes have nearly died today. Hoping for a sunny summer has gone. Now, I'm back to the usually UK rainy weather. I've even lost all hopes that my girlfriend will be visiting this summer. Maybe it was foolish to get my hopes up that high...but I guess stuff like this cannot be helped. If you have no money...what exactly can you do?

But, a sunny summer may still arrive. I haven't totally given up on that yet. And I'm gonna keep a little hope of my girlfriend coming to visit...but not much. I really have bad luck with visits from people, especially ladies.

Today, I had to play "crazy golf" on a water logged course. That's how badly it has been raining today. According to the guy who sometimes works there...it was soooooo water logged that there were ducks wandering around there. Sounds kinda funny.

I also played snooker today...but I lost like I usually do. I guess snooker just isn't my game. I'm much better at pool...when I can be bothered to play it properly.

Guess that's all for today.

The Evening...why so boring?

It's about 20:55 now, and I have absolutely nothing at all to do. Seem to have added quite a lot to this blog today...and I cannot seem to help it.

Anyway, I can't seem to get through to my girlfriend, who I was meant to call, simply because her phone is off. I'll try again later. Knowing my luck...she'll probably leave it off. But I'll try to get through anyway.

Geez...I'm bored. Never seem to be able to do much in the evening...all you can really do is browse the net, watch movies, or plain and simply do nothing and get totally bored. I really need to find a way to make the evenings more fun...actually...I need to find a way to make my entire life more fun. Everybody seems to have a way better life than me...going to parties, and generally having fun with their mates...then look at me, always on the run from this gang...no friends to really "party" with...I only have one friend in this town. It is getting so pathetic now. All my other friends moved away.

Hopefully, I can have a little more fun during the summer holidays. But even that may not happen. It all depends on if my girlfriend is coming down or not. I guess in a way, I find this town boring because of all these things. Maybe that's why I really want to move away to another town/city. I could go and live with my Dad...but where's the fun in that. I have no friends up there either. Well, I guess I could always make a lot of friends in where-ever I do move to. Could move up North with my girlfriend...but then I don't have enough money to move anywhere...except with my Dad...but then I'd lose all of my Internet friends...and I just can't do that.

I don't have any money at all...anywhere. And I have to pay £230 back to this EMA thing because they overpaid me. But they'd make up any old excuse to get money back.

It really sucks looking for a job around this town. This town mainly consists of pasty shops...and bakeries. Great place to look for a job if you want to do that kinda thing...but I have no idea how it is gonna be useful to someone like me...who is doing a Computer Studies course. How can a job in a bakery help with a computer job. I see absolutely no similarities between them. If anyone can think of a similarity...please tell me...because I'd love to hear it.

Home again...hot and hurting

Well, I'm back home again after two games of crazy golf...which cost £8.80 altogether. Out of all the money I did have...I only have £1.21 left. Oh well. Now I've got to get £25 to go and get the video "Romeo Must Die". That has to be one of the best movies I've seen recently. All horror movies seem to suck. Resident Evil scares me more than all horror movies. Shows how bad they've gotten.

The next movie I want to see is Shriek. It's meant to be like Scary Movie, but this time it's about Friday the 13th. But the one movie that I want to see more than any other is the Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within. Been waiting for that movie ever since I heard about it.

My back really kills now because I was pushing my baby bro around the garden on his little bike. Guess you shouldn't stay in one position for a long time then. Especially not for an hour.

I better go and get some credit for my mobile now. Need to make a call to someone special.

Boredom happens fast

I am so bored now. I've been sitting here for almost an hour, waiting for my friend to arrive so I can go down to the golf place. Least I have someone online to talk to now.

The weather is getting better now than it usually is. It's actually sunny, instead of the typical rainy weather that you would expect from the UK. No wind or nothing around. Too many seagulls around though. Shouldn't be too long till all the baby seagulls are around...that's when they get really aggressive.

Shame that it is illegal to shoot the lil buggers. Could seriously sort out the problem if you could.

Anyway, I'm off again.

The start of a new day...and the average summer by the looks of it.

It's the start of a new day now. The town is getting more and more full of seagulls. They really get annoying since they always try to attack you for no reason at all.

Later, I'll be going out with friends to play a game of crazy golf at the golf place near by. I find one thing funny about that place. One of the people who works there looks like a woman, but it's actually a guy. I wonder how many people have thought that so far.

That's all for now.

What's left to miss?

I'm really beginning to hate this town. Seagulls are once again attacking, and I also have this gang of 5-10 kids after me because I apparently tried to kill one of their cousins. I do not remember this since I was not there in the first place. I wish I could just move back to my old home city. Maybe I'd be able to have more fun then without the worry of gangs and seagulls after me. I really miss my old city.

I'm beginning to miss loads of things. I've lost my favorite Aunt, and an Uncle. Both died in hospital. One from a million problems including lung cancer, the other died from a brain tumor. I really miss them. I never even got the chance to say one last good bye. I wish I visited them more, but now it's too late. All I have left are some photos of my Aunt taken when I was a baby. None of my Uncle to remember him by though.

If I ever get the chance I'm leaving this town for good. Not much to miss here anymore. All that's left is trouble. I'm not wanted here by many. The only things to leave behind are one friend, and some family. I guess they're the only things that I will miss if I moved.

Clearing up the art exhibition

I went to Polperro to help my Grandfather clear up the art exhibition. Managed to damage my leg somehow. It seriously felt like it was cut bad, although there was nothing there when I looked.

Nothing much else has happened today.

Dear diary...hopeless title huh?

I thought I'd write something here because I wanna keep this account up and running. Also because Yahoo! and MSN aren't working.

It's 5 days until my 18th birthday, which is kinda cool...except for having to think of something for a "special" present that will last a life time. What kind of a "special" gift do you ask for? I'm hopeless at this stuff as you can probably tell.

My Dad is trying to make me think of something "special" he can get me, but all he suggested was a bunch of suitcases or a necklace. I guess out of the two the suitcase would be more useful So, if I can't think of anything I might go with the suitcases. I have to think of something before tomorrow.

Well, I'll stop at this for today since I'm running low on ideas of what to talk about.

Cya round guys and gals.