Bad day...

Today has just been getting worse really. Firstly, I couldn't help out Robin with her problem due to a lack of money, and now, I've upset a good friend by insulting her current partner, Kerri.

Supposedly, I'm alot like Kerri because we hate each other for no reason. Well, I don't really hate her to be honest, but I can't say I like her either because of the way she treats Sharlet. I don't have any idea why she hates me though. I do know that I've fucked up and upset Sharlet, and in turn, I've upset myself more. Why do I always end up hurting the people I care about? Why can't I have a better life? I badly need a job so I can sort out things for myself. But, how am I going to get one?

I'm curious about what's going to happen tomorrow. Robin is supposed to be coming home tomorrow. But, what is going to happen? Is she going to come here and meet me in town? Or, is she just not going to bother with me anymore because I haven't been able to do 2 things for her now?

Well, depending on the weather, I should probably go into town regardless and look for around for jobs. I just hope to hear something from Robin soon. I would like to know if she'd be able to come here so I'd know whether I need to be in town by a certain time, or whether I'm going to just walk into town and look around for jobs before heading home...alone.

Currently, I'm just praying she's still interested and that I'll meet her tomorrow, and show her around town while looking for jobs.