Unreliable

Great. I’ve lost a Betterware customer now, thanks to Neil. She called up just now saying that she had ordered something from me about a month again, and she’d never received it. I asked her if she knew what it was, and apologized that I never got it because I give all the orders to my “boss”. She then told me not to bother delivering catalogs to her anymore because she’d rather order things from someone reliable. Thanks a fucking lot, Neil! I don’t make much money, and now I’m going to make even less since I lost that customer.

Things really aren’t going my way lately it seems. I still need to find a job, but no-one else in the house does. Mom’s boyfriend, Sean, got my sister a job. It’s nice how everyone in the house gets offered jobs without trying, however, I don’t. Why can’t things just go my way for once? Next thing I have to wonder is, how many other customers, besides that one who called me, am I going to lose if she tells her friends that I’m unreliable?

Monday, I think I’ll have to walk into town, again, and search around for jobs again. Sadly, I don’t think I’ll find anything, and nothing is going to fall into my lap like it does for the rest of my family.