Negativity

I've majorly upset one person I care a hell of a lot about again. I'm sure a few readers have noticed that I can be quite negative at times, or maybe a lot of times. I have no idea on that really. I don't think I'm negative a lot, but maybe I just don't see it because I cover things up with jokes as much as I can.

I guess I can admit that I haven't been as positive as I probably can be lately. It's not like my life is one of the worse ever, and I know that. As Sharlet told me, if I really want an easy way out of everything, I know what to do. But, that isn't something I'm going to do, even though I'm sure a few people recently have been wishing I would take the easy way out so they won't have to listen to my negativity.

I have my guitar laying on my bed. What I really need to do is look for some website to teach me chords and such so I can start learning to play it. There is probably somewhere in town that does lessons, and although I would go for that, I don't have the money for it. So, currently, I'm just going to have to teach myself as best as I can. If anyone knows of any good websites for that, please let me know.