Lara Croft and the Guardian of Light

This is one game I don't think I'm going to be able to play due to it being download only. It's really a pain in the ass when there is a game that you're interested in taking a look at, but can't because of a lack of memory on whatever console you may be using. I have an XBox 360 that I would download the game on, but the hard drive on it is under 300 megabytes. I think the only way I would be able to get this game is to get an external hard drive for the XBox. I wish I could afford that. I hope that the next Tomb Raider game is on CD. I know that Lara Croft and the Guardian of Light isn't an official Tomb Raider game and is more of a spin off, but I would like to play it and wish it were released on a CD.

Actually, there are a few things that I would like to buy, but do not have the money for because of the lack of a job. It's times like these when I really wish I didn't have epilepsy. My life would be do much easier if it wasn't for that condition. Thanks to it, I'm not allowed to learn to drive for about four years, and that's only if I can manage to not have a seizure within though four years. Originally, I thought I only had to go two years, but on the journey to Plymouth a few weeks ago, my Mom's boyfriend said that it was four years. I can't last a year without having one. How am I supposed to last four?

The one thing I will never understand is how I became epileptic. When I went to the hospital the first time it ever happened, they told me they couldn't actually find anything wrong with me. No brain tumors or anything like that. There's no obvious trigger for it either. Flashing lights don't affect me. These seizure just come at random. I could be sleeping and have one. I could be showering and have one. The last one I had happened in the bathroom. I came to in my bed with my covered in blood. I went to the bathroom to clean the blood off, and noticed a large pool of blood on the bathroom floor, and the wooden chest where the towels were kept now had a broken lid. I can only assume that when I collapsed, I smashed my head on it and cut myself on the broken wood.

I now have a scar over my right eye. It hasn't fully healed over the past couple of months, so I'm guessing that it may be there permanently. One person assumed that I had gotten into a fight, and that the scar had come from that. I had to tell them what had really happened. I really am not the type of person who would want to get into a fight. I hate violence, or should I say real life violence. There is plenty of violence in video games and movies that are entertaining to watch, but outside of those things, I detest violence.

Anyway, as I was going to say, one other thing that I would like to buy is a new PC. My Mom's boyfriend is getting himself a laptop this weekend to use the Internet on. However, instead of getting his only Internet connection, he wants to use mine. The problem with that is that if he uses it, I won't be able to get online myself since I can't be logged onto the same account on two different computers. The only way I can see to be able to share the connection on the two computers is to network them. However, this computer is old now and doesn't have a network card in it. Personally, I would like to get a whole new computer so I can play the new Monkey Island games. I know the cheaper way would be to buy an network card and install it, although, I can't afford to buy one.

I NEED A JOB! I'm going to have to walk into town again soon and look like an extremely lost tourist again as I roam every street looking for signs of work. Will I find anything? I think the answer to that will be a "no".