Unwanted

The title explains how I've been feeling lately.

I actually wondered why I even woke up today. Mom's been angry like all day, and Sean's not making it any better. Lately, he's been picking fights with everyone in the house (except Mom), and because of that, Mom's been getting angry with us all because we're not getting along with Sean. But, how can you get along with someone who is constantly nagging at you, insulting you and all? At times, it feels like I'm getting the brunt of the anger because I'm the one trying to stay away from any fights. Seems like Mom just wants me out...telling me to get a job and move out to get my own place. It's one reason I've been feeling majorly unwanted lately.

Where am I going to find a job though? I keep trying and trying, and I'm not really getting anywhere. It was nice to know that a friend I was talking to earlier understands that it's not easy. She brought up valid points...that even the lowest jobs of all lately are looking for people with experience and such. The only real work experience I've had is as a cleaner...and working on a checkout. I have a degree in computing, but there's nothing like that going around here. Question is, if there were, would I get the job since I have no experience job-wise in computing?