A lost friend?

I think I may have lost a friend today.

I was talking to her about family, and how I was being bitched at by parents because of anything I do being "too loud". We were talking about my life, and the seizure I'd had when she started asking about how old I am etc. I knew what she was thinking...that I'm pathetic for still living with parents at my age. I know. It's not great. But, honestly, what choice do I have currently? It's either live with parents, or live out on the streets because I don't have a job or anything. Personally, I'd rather live with family than on the streets. What would everyone else's choice be in this situation?

This ended up leading into a conversation about finding jobs and all. I was already depressed and angry, and I didn't need to hear the fucking shit I hear from a lot of family and a few friends...that I need to find a job and move out and live on my own etc. It's not like I'm not fucking trying. I AM TRYING! These people all seem to think that it's fucking simple to get a job. I'm amazed. On Wednesday at around 18:00, I went out to deliver some Betterware things, and I was talking to one old retired couple when delivering one. They asked me how business was, and I said that it wasn't so great, because it really isn't. They then asks me if I do it full time currently. I told them yes, but I am looking for another job. Told them that I'm not having much luck with it though. Amazingly, they understood, saying that it's not easy for anyone lately. I don't even know this couple, and they understand it's not easy. So, why can't family and some friends not understand that?

Anyway, I think I've lost that person as a friend now because I got really angry with her.