I felt rather lousy after leaving the project today. Why? It's because we all upset Richard because we weren't doing the tasks we were meant to do. But for Jack and I, we were stuck for what we could do after a while. We were meant to be placing insulation between the walls. We ran out of that rather quickly and were left with nothing to really do.
A gap was left in the cladding that Jack and I had placed up to put the insulation into the walls. I had no idea how to fill in the gap. When I eventually asked Richard how we should complete it, I was told, "I don't care."
He said something similar when I was helping Hanna and Tamika with cladding another of the walls. This is what I think had upset Richard. Instead of insulating the walls, Jack and I were helping Hanna and Tamika.
What the girls were supposed to be doing was building some chairs. So, the four of us ended up upsetting Richard. I left for the train, sighing and feeling horrible as fuck for managing to upset Richard. I feel fucking awful, and I'm honestly very sorry for not doing the tasks I was meant to do. Will it be any better tomorrow? I have no idea. I do know that I'm going to feel awful when turning up to the project tomorrow...
All I know about tomorrow is that I am NOT looking forward to it.
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