Panic

Things aren't looking too good for me currently.

Every month, usually around the 20th, I get about £200 deposited into my bank account. However, it hasn't been paid into my account this month. Why? Apparently, I was sent a renewal letter back in November 2012. I didn't get this though. So, I'm down to £90 in my account now. That'll last me about two weeks, maybe. It could only be for one week since I'll have to pay for the electricity and everything. I could be screwed for money within the next week, now that I think about it.

Hopefully, Richard and I can try to sort it out tomorrow. If we can't, then I have no idea what I'm going to do because I'll be out of money before too long.

I got rather fucking annoyed this morning because Bertha opened up a couple of pieces of mail that may have been about the DLA, but neither were. They were both about the ESA, which I've heard about several times. Once again, they were telling me they couldn't pay me that. It's old news now, and I have NO idea why they keep telling me repeatedly that they can't pay me it. It's pretty annoying. The worst thing about it is Bertha telling me that the ESA letters were my DLA. I kept telling him they had nothing to do with that, but he wouldn't listen. I hung up on him, and he called me back repeatedly. I was growling at the phone, saying, "OH FUCK OFF! I DON'T FUCKING CARE, OK? LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" just because he wouldn't quit calling me. I'm amazed he never got the message since I'd repeatedly hung up on him.

I'm hoping that tomorrow, we can fix this. I don't want to have to starve myself and all.