You can't be THAT stupid!

I...really give up hope of Mom ever learning from her mistakes.

I got home not too long ago, and my sister came upstairs to talk to me, so I joked about Bertha's computer not working. After a bit of whispered conversation about that, she'd told me, "You know he's moved back in, right? Why do you think he's here all the time?". I sighed at this because...it's basically true. If he's not officially moved back in, he's damn close to moving back in.

On Saturday, I saw him unloading his broken piece of shit computer from Mom's car, as well as a bag of clothes. At that point, I thought, "Oh great...he's moving back in whether I'm still here or not." I didn't want to believe that was possible, but I guess it is now. The family aren't going to be happy to hear about that if he's officially living here again. Honestly, I hope Mom is prepared to lose some family...or even a lot of family because of her fucking idiotic choice. It's extremely idiotic because he's not even a loyal person! What will happen is that Mom will lose family, Bertha will eventually find someone else he likes, he'll walk out on her, and Mom is going to be left with no fucking dickhead boyfriend and very little family. Well, I guess it's her fucking choice.

I've got to work on getting myself moved out because I think I'll get driven insane if I live here with him. I think that was proven when I told Bertha, "It's not because of sugar...it's because you won't SHUT THE FUCK UP!" when he told me I have mood swings because of having too much sugar.

What I will have to do later, if I can drag Mom away from Bertha, is ask her if Bertha has seriously moved back in with her. I talked about him with her this morning when she took me to town to catch the train. She admitted she was stupid for loving him...and there was some more to that line, but I forget what it is now. The question now is, just HOW stupidly in love with him is she? Are you stupid enough to risk the loss of family? I hope not because that's going to be the most REGRETFUL thing she'll ever do.

I'll post here again once I find out what is happening.