What is wrong with you!?

Things at home are just becoming more and more retarded.

On Friday night, Mom's boyfriend, Sean, apparently "found" porn loaded up on his computer. Mom saw it, so what does Sean do? He goes and blames it all on my 12 year old brother. Seriously? You're going to blame a 12 year old for porn being on your computer screen?

Personally, I think that one of two possibilities happened here. Either Sean was just about to look at porn, got caught, and just wanted to pass the blame onto someone else so that he'd look completely innocent and "perfect" as he always seems to think he is; or he just wants a good excuse to not let Bryn use the computer anymore. Either way, there's a simple solution to both of these. Fucking man up and admit you were looking at porn instead of being a fucking pussy; or just tell Bryn he can't use the computer. It's simple!

I found out today that Sean is an even bigger prick than he was on Friday night.

Mom and I were taking some plastic down to the Millpool for recycling, and on the way I was talking about how I went and visited grandfather yesterday. She asked if I'd said anything about the fight. Erm...yeah...I did say something about it, but I lied and said that I hadn't. I've just got to hope that grandfather doesn't say anything about it to Mom when she goes to visit him today. If he does, she's going to be real angry with me, I think.

Anyway, that moved the conversation on to more stuff that Sean has been telling Mom. This shows what kind of a person he really is.

He's told Mom that...God this is horrible. He's told her that disabled people should be killed; that anyone born disabled should have their lives ended so they won't get in the way of everyone; that old people should be killed to avoid being a pain. To him, it seems that the only people who should be allowed to live are people with no disabilities. Why think like that? Everyone deserves a right to live. Doesn't matter if they're mentally disabled, or physically handicapped, or old.

He seriously sounds like he's the kind of person who's going to end up being a murderer; someone who is going to end up going around killing everyone with disabilities. All I'm thinking right now if that someone needs to end his life before that's allowed to happen. If anyone doesn't deserve life, it's him. There's something fucking wrong with him!