Endless Tales

Couldn't deliver Betterware catalogs this morning because I had to deliver papers for Mom today. Just perfect...I don't know why I do it really. I'm not really getting paid anything for doing it. Sometimes, I hate being me. Why? Because I feel bad if I don't deliver the papers. It's not because of Mom...it's because of the people who want the papers. I'd feel horrible if they didn't get their papers. People are probably thinking "Why don't you be mean and not do it until you get paid?". Anyway, I think I managed to talk Mom into paying me for doing it now. So, no complaints there now...for the moment anyway. But, what am I gonna do for now? I still can't get online. I'd love to know why my old PC won't let me connect to the Net. I miss my laptop badly now. And most of all, I miss my friends. I have no way to get into contact with them. Holly did give me her number, but stupidly, I never wrote it down on paper. Now, her number is on my laptop and I can't get ahold of it. Haha...how stupid of me.

Went to bed early because there was nothing else to do.