Monday, 23 April 2001

The Evening...why so boring?

It's about 20:55 now, and I have absolutely nothing at all to do. Seem to have added quite a lot to this blog today...and I cannot seem to help it.

Anyway, I can't seem to get through to my girlfriend, who I was meant to call, simply because her phone is off. I'll try again later. Knowing my luck...she'll probably leave it off. But I'll try to get through anyway.

Geez...I'm bored. Never seem to be able to do much in the evening...all you can really do is browse the net, watch movies, or plain and simply do nothing and get totally bored. I really need to find a way to make the evenings more fun...actually...I need to find a way to make my entire life more fun. Everybody seems to have a way better life than me...going to parties, and generally having fun with their mates...then look at me, always on the run from this gang...no friends to really "party" with...I only have one friend in this town. It is getting so pathetic now. All my other friends moved away.

Hopefully, I can have a little more fun during the summer holidays. But even that may not happen. It all depends on if my girlfriend is coming down or not. I guess in a way, I find this town boring because of all these things. Maybe that's why I really want to move away to another town/city. I could go and live with my Dad...but where's the fun in that. I have no friends up there either. Well, I guess I could always make a lot of friends in where-ever I do move to. Could move up North with my girlfriend...but then I don't have enough money to move anywhere...except with my Dad...but then I'd lose all of my Internet friends...and I just can't do that.

I don't have any money at all...anywhere. And I have to pay £230 back to this EMA thing because they overpaid me. But they'd make up any old excuse to get money back.

It really sucks looking for a job around this town. This town mainly consists of pasty shops...and bakeries. Great place to look for a job if you want to do that kinda thing...but I have no idea how it is gonna be useful to someone like me...who is doing a Computer Studies course. How can a job in a bakery help with a computer job. I see absolutely no similarities between them. If anyone can think of a similarity...please tell me...because I'd love to hear it.

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